Mar 26, 2012

FEAR: Running From Giants


Original Entry: January 5, 2009
McMinnville, OR

When the Israelites saw the man, they all ran from him in great fear.  1Samuel 17:24

In 2003 my mantra was “opt for chopsticks”. This mantra had to do with doing things differently that I had learned or practiced. As a physical reminder I ate with chopsticks at least one meal a day. I never made it through the year. Little did I know that trying something new would mean moving my family to Oregon six months later!

In 2009 my theme was “finding failure” and failure I found as I attempted to snowboard! One morning stands out when after making four flawless runs down Buttercup (the kiddy  slope) Shanna convinced me to try the Cascade Express lift to the top of the mountain.

I wasn’t ready for what came next.

When we stood on top of the world I sat down in fear staring at our run as I stuttered, “I am not going down that!”  The problem however with the ski lifts is that they are a one way ticket! Thirty minutes later, thighs on fire from butter sliding down the mountain, I finally made it to the bottom!


At one point two little sisters in pink outfits and blonde pony tails bombed passed me screaming, “Watch out for the big guy sitting down!”

At the bottom Shanna encouraged, “You made it down he mountain.”  Though I failed at boarding down the mountain I succeeded at running at the giant instead of away form him.  What are the giants in your life? 

What career moves do you need to make? 

What leadership roles in your church have you been running from?

What risk is calling your name? 

What mountain is begging you to climb it? 

Run at it!